this is too hard

Well the boys and I have made it through week 3 of Brett being gone :( I guess we should look at the glass as being half-full but it's hard to do when we miss him this much! I finally got some letters from him the other day which is nice but makes it harder too. They made him the "dorm-chief" which basically means that he is in charge of 54 other guys who come to him with random questions after lights out or screw up and get Brett into trouble too! Poor guy, he's not happy about this rediculous job that fell into his lap. He misses everyone so much and says that his letters keep him going so if you sent him one, thank you. Cole and Brady write him notes and make picures pretty much every day and I keep him updated with as much stuff as I can too. I have zero desire to ever go through this again- not having my best friend and the father of my children home with me every night is killing me! I'll get to see him in May and want to bring the kids sooo bad, if you have any cheap flight secrets let me know! Until then I am just going to cry-then eat dessert, that is how I am coping, so great...I am now going to be the lonely overweight hermit with 3 kids and no husband ;)